A Love Letter
I have been always fond of letters. Especially love letters. I remember when I was in my adolescent years and email or text messaging is not the "in" thing. All emotions were expressed through letters, whether it's a friendly letter or a love letter.
I have kept all the letters I received and when I am in that nostalgic mood, I sit down and read them.
Today, I did the same thing, although I did not read the letters written on paper. I checked my Friendster inbox and read the messages I got a few years back.
Then I came across with the sweetest yet saddest love letter I have received.
Here it is:
And it goes....
Message Detail
| From: |
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| Date: | 06/4/2006 6:57 am |
| Subject: | might lose you again... |
| Message: |
for a moment, i thought i lost you... there were
times when we hardly text or email each other. i
know you had your reasons. seems like we follow
a graph-like trend in communicating, there are
upward trends and there are downward
trends...and when we reach the point when we
always get in touch, it's one thing i fear the most.
cause right after that, i'd lose you again.i lose you
in a way that we don't get in touch...and you have
no idea how that hurts. it hurts to play the waiting
game. you know that i'm always here. just waiting
and watching the clock until you shoot me an
email or text message me. i don't want to dwell on
the communication thing. what's been done has
been done. i'm just happy that i have you again.
though not the "have you" way i always pictured
the both of us and i guess you know what i mean. i
understand why we can never be. i understand that
you have your reasons. i've been working on this
short message for about an hour now. it's funny
how i can't think of the right words to say. good
thing i have this thing called the backspace key
handy. i'm at loss for words...the words i am
writing now are the lucky refugees from the
dungeons of my brain. believe you me, i deviced a
brand new way of typing. it's called the type-delete-
type what you wrote again-delete-re-type again
way. i'm sure by now, you may be asking why i'm
writing you. forgive me for beating around the
bush...i ain't so good about these kind of things
anymore. a thousand letters i wrote you have been
thrown away cause they would never do...but this
one i'm taking to hell and back! well here it
goes...Dale, i get hurt whenever i check out your
shout outs or your blog and i see you hurting
because some jerk broke your heart. is this love
that i'm feeling? Dale, would you be mine? i know
i'd get hurt again by asking you that question...and
i don't mind getting hurt over and over and over
again...cause i love you. finally the cat's out of the
bag! hahahahahaha! this is suicide! please be
mine...please let me know if i have to play shadow
boxing in the dark again...a simple SMS would
suffice...i know i'd lose you again by doing
this...i'm taking the risk...
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Sigh... isn't he romantic?
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